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[17 Oct 2005|07:57pm] |
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Me again...not that great of a picture tho...
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[11 Oct 2005|05:31pm] |
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ME!!!!
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[11 Oct 2005|05:28pm] |
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ME!!!!
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[31 Jul 2005|01:45am] |
Me!!!
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[28 Jul 2005|01:43am] |
Wow I havent written in this...forever.
I guess I dont have any explanation, besides lazyness........................................................................................................well.............thats all I guess.......
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[23 Jun 2005|08:46am] |
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Alexisonfire - Side Walk When She Walks |
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Its sad. We used to be so close...so close you couldn't fit a peice of paper between us. Now we are far away and she wants that peice of paper between us. I've tried my best to keep her happy; my best to make her happy. Maybe I just wasn't meant to be with her. She talks about all kinds of stuff like how we will be togather forever, and when a little argument comes along...she is not going to take it anymore like she is the only one who is tierd of it. I am tierd of it too, but I dont want to throw it all away becaue we aren't perfect. She says to sit down and talk about it, but its times like these that make her a hypocrit...and of coarse, now she wont call me or anything because she has her sister and mom there to console her and tell her not to call me because it is a waste of her time...god, I really dislike them...a year and a half of our relationship and this is what we have left? I even told her that if she wanted to break up with me because she is unhappy, then go ahead and do it because I dont want her to be unhappy...not that its what I want, but it might be whats best...I feel like I have been lied to this whole time...I guess this is just another failure just like my relationship before...
My heart is at self-destruct...
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[22 Jun 2005|10:49pm] |
Yeah, I know. I'm Hot...
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[22 Jun 2005|10:42pm] |
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So...once again, it is Warped Tour time and...once again I wonder if I am single again...
I guess my girlfriend is unhappy cause we dont get along 100% of the time. I wish life could be like that. I just dont think she understands how stressed out I have been lately. It seems like she wont give me any support if anything hapens in my life, but I dont know. She says I am selfish so I guess I am.
I am really tierd of her being like she is...two faced...I dont really want to think like that but thats just the way I feel. I am so confused.
I dont know...I am going to call this place about trying to get a spot in a movie. That would be awsome. Thats all. I am going to go ride my new Mini-Bike...
xoxo
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[07 Jun 2005|07:38am] |
The Alkaline Trio is awsome guys...I think i'm in love...
So yesterday I had to go and talk to my gurlfriends mom about what she is trying to do between us...bs...i think she called the cops on me, but i'm not sure. I dont think that I am enjoying our relationship too much lately...She says that she would wait for me to get out and we would be one again; I wonder if that is true? We just cant seem to get along and we arent that happy recently...I wish we could just be happy.
I argue all day with the people at work and then I have to argue with my dad all night and everything seems to be going wrong! I dont know. I dont really feel too bad, but I know that everything sucks right now...
Oh well.
I guess I will go know. I have a job to tend too. I made 1500 dollars in the past two days there!!!! Hurray!!!
BYE
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[04 Jun 2005|12:22pm] |
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved
Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
An while I'm gone everything will be alright
No more breathe inside
Essence left my heart tonight
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[25 May 2005|09:57am] |
It has been awhile since I have actually updated this thing in writing...
I just dont feel the same...it is geting hot out and I have to cool down. The waterparks and the river opens this weekend and I have to get there!
Kathryn has been stain with me for a while and it has been fun.
I have started to put on some lb's so I started running again. Otherwise life is fairly boring...nobody reads this anymore so I dont know why I really even care about it anymore...oh well...sigh...
I have to get ready for work now.
Maybe I will write again soon?
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[04 May 2005|09:10am] |
You Will Die at Age 61 |
61
You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well. |
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